I thought I needed a more interesting life,
So I sought out danger and I found you;
But you were an overdose of the medicine I needed —
You threatened my sanity.
Every time you got closer to me,
I felt like melting on the floor
Because you were too intense for me to resist.
When your lips were on my neck, feeling the pulse underneath,
I felt the adrenaline running through my veins,
Screaming to be unleashed — a passion so strong that
It could exterminate me.
I missed you,
But I’ve realised after a while,
That it was not you that I missed,
But the feelings you ignited inside of me –
Passion, love, and peace;
However, when you left,
There was war within me,
And chaos was my crown,
You made me go mad in the head,
And numb in the heart.
There’s something wild
Inside of each of us,
Some kind of demon
Caged in a cell of skin,
And it tries to get free,
To get the worst of us
Show its face and rip us open,
Making our soul bleed.
Freely, recklessly, totally,
As I am.
I know I’m not perfect
And I don’t want to lie to you:
Life won’t be easy with me around.
But let me tell you a secret,
Oh, dear you,
I think I am the half that
Went missing at your birth,
The one your soul needed to feel
As a whole.
Outside is raining,
But I’m burning inside;
You’ve started a fever
And then went on hiding behind
The walls you yourself have built.
I feel betrayed by your cowardice,
Disgusted by your choice,
But God and Satan help me,
You’re the one who can give me voice
And stop me from bursting in a
I tell you about my dreams
And you mock me, mock them,
Tell me I’m a mere believer
And that the world is full of them;
But listen closely, hear me out,
I’m the legend you’ll hear about;
I’m a doer, I’m The Man,
I’m the one you pretend to understand.
You call my dreams foolish,
I think they might be,
But it’s the people like me
Who change the world that you see.
Loving you never felt easy,
It is painful, hard, and harmful,
Cause I feel my heart bleeding
Every time you’re not around.
I highly doubt that this dependence
Could be called “the heavens way,”
But if I must admit:
I never wished for the easy way.
After all, life is too short
To hide in the shadow of “okay.”
With you, though,
With I’ve had good and bad
At the same time,
And although hard,
Believe me, as I am speaking from my heart,
I wouldn’t change this for the world,
I wouldn’t change the love we have.