Outside is raining,
But I’m burning inside;
You’ve started a fever
And then went on hiding behind
The walls you yourself have built.
I feel betrayed by your cowardice,
Disgusted by your choice,
But God and Satan help me,
You’re the one who can give me voice
And stop me from bursting in a
Loving you never felt easy,
It is painful, hard, and harmful,
Cause I feel my heart bleeding
Every time you’re not around.
I highly doubt that this dependence
Could be called “the heavens way,”
But if I must admit:
I never wished for the easy way.
After all, life is too short
To hide in the shadow of “okay.”
With you, though,
With I’ve had good and bad
At the same time,
And although hard,
Believe me, as I am speaking from my heart,
I wouldn’t change this for the world,
I wouldn’t change the love we have.
Love me as if it’s the first time you love someone,
Love me as if night and day have combined
And we only have one second
For us in this eternity.
Do all of these, because I will as well
Love you as if there’s no heaven or hell
And you’re both my sin and my eden,
I will love you as if there’s only us
In the Universe, and there’s no oxygen left.
I will breathe love from your lips
And I will give you my last breath
I’ll rush life in your veins and in my despair
I will shout “I love you.”
Beneath the skin,
Look for It
Because there’s a sparkle
You shouldn’t miss
That would enlighten
Look for the glitter,
Look for the light,
Look for the whole Universe you hold inside
The chest of your soul.
You’re the creation of God,
So as you go on Earth
Stop looking outside for those
Who might get you out of misery –
Start believing in the god-like power
You were gifted at birth;
That power is love.
You say that loving me is hard,
But instead of wooing me,
How about you start to seek
In the depths of my heart
The reasons I want to be loved for.
Do you think that loving you is easy
When all you want from me
Is to keep my passion in check,
To restrain my urges,
And to tame the wildness in my head?
What’s up with you?
Why are you afraid?
Why won’t you set loose and
Let love burn you from the bottom of your heart
To the top of your head?
Love doesn’t fry brains,
It only makes them well-prepared.
This melody keeps repeating in my head
And just can’t get rid of it,
It’s your voice telling
“I love you.”
I’d give anything to hear those words again
But times have changed,
And so have I; now I hear
“I despise you.”
You pull me closer,
You say I am kind,
I’d say the same,
But you know I can’t lie.
You are the devil;
We can’t be together,
Yet I’m still in your arms
Falling for your charms.
You can’t soothe the pain,
But you can set me aflame;
If only I had realised,
You were going under disguise.