I thought I needed a more interesting life,
So I sought out danger and I found you;
But you were an overdose of the medicine I needed —
You threatened my sanity.
Every time you got closer to me,
I felt like melting on the floor
Because you were too intense for me to resist.
When your lips were on my neck, feeling the pulse underneath,
I felt the adrenaline running through my veins,
Screaming to be unleashed — a passion so strong that
It could exterminate me.
I missed you,
But I’ve realised after a while,
That it was not you that I missed,
But the feelings you ignited inside of me –
Passion, love, and peace;
However, when you left,
There was war within me,
And chaos was my crown,
You made me go mad in the head,
And numb in the heart.
Freely, recklessly, totally,
As I am.
I know I’m not perfect
And I don’t want to lie to you:
Life won’t be easy with me around.
But let me tell you a secret,
Oh, dear you,
I think I am the half that
Went missing at your birth,
The one your soul needed to feel
As a whole.
Outside is raining,
But I’m burning inside;
You’ve started a fever
And then went on hiding behind
The walls you yourself have built.
I feel betrayed by your cowardice,
Disgusted by your choice,
But God and Satan help me,
You’re the one who can give me voice
And stop me from bursting in a
Loving you never felt easy,
It is painful, hard, and harmful,
Cause I feel my heart bleeding
Every time you’re not around.
I highly doubt that this dependence
Could be called “the heavens way,”
But if I must admit:
I never wished for the easy way.
After all, life is too short
To hide in the shadow of “okay.”
With you, though,
With I’ve had good and bad
At the same time,
And although hard,
Believe me, as I am speaking from my heart,
I wouldn’t change this for the world,
I wouldn’t change the love we have.
Love me as if it’s the first time you love someone,
Love me as if night and day have combined
And we only have one second
For us in this eternity.
Do all of these, because I will as well
Love you as if there’s no heaven or hell
And you’re both my sin and my eden,
I will love you as if there’s only us
In the Universe, and there’s no oxygen left.
I will breathe love from your lips
And I will give you my last breath
I’ll rush life in your veins and in my despair
I will shout “I love you.”
Beneath the skin,
Look for It
Because there’s a sparkle
You shouldn’t miss
That would enlighten
Look for the glitter,
Look for the light,
Look for the whole Universe you hold inside
The chest of your soul.
You’re the creation of God,
So as you go on Earth
Stop looking outside for those
Who might get you out of misery –
Start believing in the god-like power
You were gifted at birth;
That power is love.